My current crazy train keeps going, and horses continue to be a bright spot. Lesson with bonus drinks with barn lovelies is tomorrow, so I’m real excited for that!
However, today I was going through my poor half-dead, cracked, hot mess of an iPhone to make sure I had everything backed up for my new one, and I found some pictures I just really wanted to share. They both made my heart happy, and just a little sad. But I think all big life changes prompt that kind of emotion!
Seeing these photos of O and my journey, especially in the one above where we are a brand new partnership, makes me crave that relationship again. The bad memories seem to be the first to fade for me. I know why it was hard to be an owner – but it doesn’t seem as important as time moves on. As my time with Dee nears it’s end, I really find myself wondering what to do next.
After some heart to heart chats with my husband, I do understand and grasp that this is not the right time to buy a horse. Not with my career, not with some upcoming home and car improvements, it’s just not ideal.
And I’m not willing to do anything until the situation is as near to perfect as possible – I need to set myself up for success here!
So what’s the plan?
Not a friggin’ clue. And that’s terrifying for someone who literally plans things for a living.
I guess I’ll just have to make it up as we go!