I had these grand ideas of being able to post up a more detailed agenda of how my next year was looking, or perhaps even trainer reports from O’s weekly training rides. Except what I have to write about isn’t anything that I want to acknowledge. In short: things aren’t going well.
So right now it’s easier to curl up in my sweatpants, cuddle the baby, or live vicariously through my riding friends with their horses. (I’m loving all of your blog shenanigans.) But really I find myself putting more emotional distance between O and myself. I have never been more grateful for the powerhouse team of trainers, vets, family and friends that I’m lucky enough to be surrounded by.
Sorry to be all gloomy, especially during the holidays, but I wanted to clear up any doubt I’ve disappeared again. I’m still here, just not full of O updates like I was hoping I’d be. Thanks for reading along.
Wishing you all the happiest holiday wishes.