I admit it. I’m struggling.
O, regardless of what others have said while I’ve been gone, feels like the same, lame pony that I started rehabbing three weeks ago. I know that’s not a huge amount of time, but I somehow expected her to be different. Or at least lose some of that weight. I don’t feel any change.
Tonight I thought a nice bareback ride would cheer me up. O currently looks like a big, fluffy couch so it was pretty fun. Plus it was cool and her body warmth kept me all toasty.
Te he. It reminded me of this:
Tuesday, it was still light when I got out there, so I was able to take some update photos. I don’t see a lot of changes at this point, but still thought it’d be interesting.
Anyway, feeling a little down today about this whole thing. Hopefully I can bust out of this mood soon, and keep pushing onward.